えっと...

it has been a while...
my words dont come out straight
dont know what to say...
written letters
sent mails...
the `waiting game` follows...

wednesday...
tellin myself `take it slowly`
should i act like i dont care,
or shouldnt i hesitate no more...
taking chances & risks
i might never ever have, if i let it slip by this time...
2nd chances dont just come by knocking on your door
on a bright sunny day, do they?
fairy tale? reality? thanks to hans christen anderson...
now you`ve got this girl's value and ideals
all messed up...

Your ways are higher than my ways... i pray

but, dont you feel like shouting, `i did it my way` sometimes,
just like how ol` frankie did it his way...
arghh... it wont work if we were to do it on our own...
god help me...
helpless me, huh? can be real stubborn at times...
or most of the time...
stubborn... yep, call me a donkey if you want,
go ahead! it`s not like you`re gonna make my day any worse...

by,
sour-puss hwei
:( bluekk...

p/s: kinda fun, doin this once in a while... it's not like i'm obliged to put up a pretty face, smiling all the time... that's being a hypocrite eh... well, like it or not, this is sze hwei, ngoo sze hwei... no cotton candy, sweetie pie huh? too bad, if i've disappoint a few of ya out there... sorry ya... take it or leave it...

p/p/s: thank god, by his grace, i can never make it on my own, this far, if it weren' t for him, who watches my back in the darkest alley! thank god for'angels' who come in forms of friends, long lost friends, and loved ones... to lift me up when my wings are broken, or when i had forgotten how to flap em and fly... hmm, this world is not without hope yet, huh? amen... thanks buddies, P.I.G.s, ya know who ya are... muakss a thousand.... hugsie...